April 2012
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those thoughts are back.
they’re scary.
March 2012
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the last time i had sex with him was on my birthday, on january 13th. since then i had sex once with someone other than him. that was one month ago. i thought if i fucked someone else, id get over him quicker. but it didn’t help at all. he’s always still on my mind. i can’t get passed making out with someone anymore because I’m just thinking about him. i have never been...
Anonymous asked: whose that one person you miss the most from your past?why
is it sad that i actually have to ask myself why...
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just a quick venting sesh before i go babysit.
i hate myself. i hate how i am. i hate how i look. i hate that my moods depend on one thing, one person, one guy who doesn’t even care about me. i annoy myself. i wouldn’t want to be my friend, or boyfriend. so i don’t blame everyone else. i know i get on everyones nerves. i know I’m weird and awkward. i know I’m fat and short and not the most attractive person ever....
i dont understand
why people love talking so much about other peoples business..
tell me how a friend of a friends girlfriend found out MY OWN business and then decided to talk about it openly to someone else.
mind your own fucking business man.
worry about your own life and who your fucking or talking to.
why does my life matter to you? i barely even know you..
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful. don't let anyone tell you differently. you are a great person and you only deserve the best. dnt settle for anything less than you deserve and don't be sad <3
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i was so happy when i thought i had you.
how dare you take that happiness away from me.
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just spent the last hour or so listening to the eternal sunshine soundtrack bawling my eyes out. about ten minutes into it i literally burst out laughing. even i think I’m pathetic.
last night
i was the closest to committing it since i was discharged from the hospital like three years ago. it scared the shit out of me. and i never want to be in that state of mind ever again :( i felt so alone.
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today I'm going to
watch the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
cry.
think about the first time i watched it with you.
cry.
wish lacuna was real so i wouldnt remember you.
cry.
wish i could have that happy ending.
cry.
think about you in general.
cry some more.
